I read a quote last night and it said:
“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and give it another shot.”
Considering that this was posted by someone..how should I say this?? someone whom I just recently let go of. (I’m happy by the way because we’re trying to be friends again.) But it’s just so Ironic that I’m not the one who’s posting those sad quotes on the net anymore. Although I don’t know whom he addresses the quotes too. :))
but 2 years ago, I was a sucker for them. I basked myself in endless love forsaken quotes. and the funny thing about it is because last night, I bumped into the muse of my ecstasy-desolated quotes in a coffeeshop after 2-3 years. Hahahaha!
— I was in a coffee shop as I said.. Just minding my own business. my mind swimming along the sea of words and letters now made incomprehensible by book that ached for my avid attention. So there I was, studying and alone at the table when suddenly this not-so-stranger sat at my table. Now, 2 or 3 years ago, I would have shat my pants becaus of the excitement brought about by this soul. But now, as he looked at me straight in the eye, and talked to me like nothing happened, I could not feel the butterflies in my stomach. I think they all died in those 2 years with just books and school as nourishment. hahaha!
Well certainly, the tug of familiarity was still there. Don’t get me wrong. But I really just couldn’t feel anything besides gladness seeing him again. that’s it. no hearts all over the place, no gloria playing in the background. He didn’t even glow.(Objects of my fixations would normally look like this through my eyes. Omg, you might think I’m a total weirdo! too late. you’re already reading this post.) Anywho..I felt nothing. nada..kaput. non. None. Zero.
It’s sunday today, and I’d want to share this to you because I realized that God has his ways of mending something broken. In His time, In His pace, In our confidence. Always remember that God won’t ever leave us forsaken. Even if you think that heartbreak could truly manifest a myocardial infarction because of the stress, Pray. God has His ways. Well,ofcourse you should stop stalking your muse too. give yourself time and space. It’s not a one way process.
God Bless fellow teenagers! Have a blessed sunday and don’t forget to pray! 😀
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding.In all your ways acknowledge him,and he will make straight your paths