That there’s a certain kind of sadness of not giving your heart or pieces of it to anyone. What I mean is, I actually miss the feeling of my heart sinking when I think of someone..or the countless times I tirelessly replay the moments I am with them. I miss the feeling of giving my heart with reckless abandon.
I’ve always been the one who loves with no boundaries and usually, I get the short end of the deal. And actually,I got used to it. Now that I have so much love piled up,I don’t know where to begin to invest this huge pile of gunk. Where’s a Love bank when you need one? Ha Ha Ha LoL. but honestly though.
Loving myself more-Check.
Investing time and effort on people-Check
Taking time to relax-Check
giving my best in my studies-Check
making new friends and nourishing my relationships with them-Check
keeping in touch with old friends-Check
making sure my family is safe and whatnot-Check
and even with this much things to do,I STILL HAVE SO MUCH TO GIVE. The sad part isn’t having this much love,actually. It’s just that I’m afraid that a big part just goes to waste if I don’t invest it in something else or some people. ya feel meeee?
I’m sorry if you don’t get the point of this post. me neither. I just want to rant,that’s all.